raining

my great-granny died two saturdays ago and i left to plan her funeral. yesterday i went back to school and everything had changed. i glanced over at him to see if he had changed too and i guess he did. mr. happy dude couldnt have given me a dirtier look. now all the pictures of his beautiful eyes and smile have faded. dark rain has formed a black, unclimbable wall between us. at least the sky was blueish but the look only gave way to pain...