neal and cry...

as i nelt down i started to cry. joy was there but it came as a nightmare. sadness was there in my heart. darkness spreading over the soul. i was in love, i was... but now am not. in these rainy days i neal and cry. love is forbidden.

as darkness spreads over the soul like the longing for joy in my heart, i never smile. salty water rolls down my deep, pale skin. i feel as though im living in black and white. nobody understands me. nobody has the time...