i cant wait but he is waiting

i cant wait for school to start because he is there. he is just waiting. i am not but still. i wonder what he is waiting for. probably he is not waiting for me but a girl can dream cant she!? i wish right now i could stare in to his deep eyes again. if only he was here but he isnt he is there i am here and he is waiting for life to take a deep breath. isnt that a metaphor or something. if it is what does it mean. maybe he is waiting for the world to wake up and descover life. not just life but its meaning. whatver it is i still remain unoticed in his wonderful world. he stares right through me as though i were a window. he is waiting, just waiting for life to take its deep breath and go on...