Oct 3, 2009

Little Things

the fragrance of the early morn,
the sunlight on the sill,
the smell of coffee perking, and
outside, the robin's trill.

a friend's voice on the telephone,
a child with a smiling face,
a letter from a loved one dear,
some flowers in a vase.

just little things, these treasures mine,
and yet, somehow, i find
they brighten my entire day
with cheer and peace of mind.

what is beauty?

beauty is the yellow of morning sun,
which warms my heart when night is done.
it's crimson as the finest rose,
and magnificent as the wind that blows.
it's green grass in the spring,
when the flowers bloom and children sing.
it's the lavender of twilight time,
sweet as an angel in a poet's rhyme.
it's a sweet and innocent little girl,
it's white as a precious pearl.
Beauty is the bluest of skies,
over purple mountains standing high.
beauty is gold that autumn wore,
it's these things and much more....

Aug 17, 2008

god is everthing

i love the world. the flowers and the bumble bees, the wind and grass. i know god created it and he created me. i know i love god but his love is too much for my brain to comprehend. when nobody else will help me up when im down, he is there to put me on my feat. when nobody cares if i am going through pain, he cares and he helps stop the tears of my heart. when i laugh, i laugh with him because he spreads joy throughout me and all around me. nobody else will ever understand why it is god i seek instead of other things. but what i say is this, i am gods child, he is in me, and we speak heart to heart, i grow in him. nobody can ever get in the way of my fathers and my love. it is something that grows stronger over time. he is everything.

Jun 6, 2008

colors

if colors could have taste then yellow would taste sour, lemonish. red would be spicy, cruchy. black would be overwhelming and desired. blue would be meloncholy yet transparent. but nobody could ever make a taste so desireable as the color of the ocean and that same color looks glossy and ridged in his glorious eyes. he wont ever be perfect but his eye color is so desireable, so complex yet simple and dramatic... so mesmerizing and peaceful. no flavor or color can compair....

Jun 4, 2008

tick tock tick tock

as the life moves on slowly and holds it's breath for something to happen i sit and think. thoughts come and go like the minutes of the clock -tick tock tick tock- but i cant think about him without pain. i, as in me, can not think about him with out the memories that will come to haunt me. if only i could tell him how i feel then the great backpack of time and thought will be lifted off my shoulders but the clock goes tick tock tick tock and the backpack weighs me down. piercing blue eyes and an unexplainable desiring detail about him makes me keep thinking of him but if i dont tell him the clock will stop-- tick tock tick tock.....

Apr 6, 2008

how i feel

rain, snow, sunshine... the weather can't stop my heart from beating. but when he's around my heart beats as though in perfect beat with his. his gorgeous eyes are the best shade of blue as if God had made him that way for me. his sweet, short smiles can melt my world in half. i want to wrap my soul around him and never let him go. i love him... truly that's how i feel.

Mar 25, 2008

raining

my great-granny died two saturdays ago and i left to plan her funeral. yesterday i went back to school and everything had changed. i glanced over at him to see if he had changed too and i guess he did. mr. happy dude couldnt have given me a dirtier look. now all the pictures of his beautiful eyes and smile have faded. dark rain has formed a black, unclimbable wall between us. at least the sky was blueish but the look only gave way to pain...

Mar 7, 2008

clever word scramblers

Dormitory:
re-arrange the letters...
Dirty Room


Astronomer:
re-arrange the letters...
Moon Starer


The Eyes!:
re-arrange the letters...
They See!


The Morse Code:
re-arrange the letters...
Here Come Dots


Slot Machine:
re-arrange the letters...
Cash Lost In Me


Snooze Alarms!:
re-arrange the letters...
Alas No More Z' s


A Decimal Point:
re-arrange the letters...
Im A Dot In Place


The Earthquakes:
re-arrange the letters...
That Queer Shake


Eleven Plus Two:
re-arrange the letters...
Twelve Plus One

clever word scramblers

DORMITORY:
When you re-arrange the letters:
DIRTY ROOM


PRESBYTERIAN:
When you re-arrange the letters:
BEST IN PRAYER


ASTRONOMER:
When you re-arrange the letters:
MOON STARER


DESPERATION: When you re-arrange the letters:
A ROPE ENDS IT


THE EYES: !
When you re-arrange the letters:
THEY SEE


GEORGE BUSH:
When you re-arrange the letters:
HE BUGS GORE


THE MORSE CODE :
When you re-arrange the letters:
HERE COME DOTS


SLOT MACHINES:
When you re-arrange the letters:
CASH LOST IN ME


ELECTION RESULTS:
When you re-arrange the letters:
LIES - LET'S RECOUNT


SNOOZE ALARMS:
When you re-arrange the letters:
ALAS! NO MORE Z 'S


A DECIMAL POINT:
When you re-arrange the letters:
IM A DOT IN PLACE


THE EARTHQUAKES:
When you re-arrange the letters:
THAT QUEER SHAKE


ELEVEN PLUS TWO:
When you re-arrange the letters:
TWELVE PLUS ONE

Mar 6, 2008

the wheel of life

spinning, dizzy while watching the people of this world rotate their life in harmony with the wheel of all life. all life....... except mine. i am trapped on the wheel itself spinning, getting dizzier. nothing is going my way. the wheel increases speed...

waiting for the devil

i know my true love will never love me. i know his hate will melt my heart. i take my hope and flush it down the potty. as i scream i notice the devil comes closer and closer to my heart. i take the devil's hand and watch the devil burn my love's picture. i take the knife again...

Mar 4, 2008

whisper cry

as the world makes noise around me the only thing i hear is a cry. it's a soft voice, crumbly cold and sad. as the world screams i hear only the one whisper. i am drawn to the cry. it slowly pulls me toward the person with the soft whispery cry.but if i go, i too, will whisper cry forever...

the darkness of roses

blood droplets ooze down my pale skin and i drop the rose. i pull the thorn from my finger and throw it in the light. i sit back down next to the rose bushes. i hide in the shadows with the darkest blood roses. i wipe the blood off my arm and glance at the rose on the ground. in the darkness i cry with the roses...

we weep together forever. i stare at the light. im in the darkness of roses...

Mar 3, 2008

heart

my heart races through my head. it destroys my thoughts and all i can hear is the thumpedy thump of my heart. you walk by, thump thump it goes again. it creates sadness that fizzes inside me. all i hear is my heart...

the road of everlasting life(sequal to "road of shame")

i sold all my shame to that crusty devil on my shoulder. i asked god to forgive me for all the blood that i shed. i took the needle from my compass, using grass as the thread i sow up my broken heart. as i walk down this road of everlasting life and i see the sun go down with my sin...

the road of shame

the devil on my shoulder, the knife in my hand. blood flows from my broken heart that is now sunken on the ground. my brain is scarred with the memories of my past. as i cry, the salty tears burn my cheeks. i am sinful, my life is filled with sorrow. i walk down my life road of shame...

Feb 25, 2008

friends

friends come and go as they please. no friendship will last a lifetime. it hurts but you move on unless your heart was broken into already. if you hurt a friend you will go through the pain too. if a friend hurts you then never ever hurt them back. dont cry unless you mean it and dont laugh unless your happy. dont move on all the way and dont really mean your goodbye. run with wind and remember your long lost friend...